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Yesterday, all morning after Subuh I'm crying teresak2 dan berakhir dgn raungan. rs mcm depress pun ader. bucuk yg patutnye plan nk g main golf pun x jd g, he stay with me all morning try to comfort me n b4 noon he bring me outside for lunch n therapy. TQ dear for being so patience n very understanding. semoga Allah memberikanmu balasan syurga diatas kesabaran dan kekuatan menjaga aku & anak2.

still till this moment, I've got no respond, still I'm hoping for the best n also preparing for the worst.

ptg ni ada tetamu dr Scotland nk dtg

66 days.........n counting.....